well, my junior year started this september... and... i remember last year, i was all "oh im gonna come home and study every night"
but lately it seems like studying is the only thing i never do.
im not doing anything different than last year.
i still study and try to get good grades.
i usually look over my notes and "cram" before a test because that's what im really used to and its the only thing that works for me.
but lately i've started to look over my notes everyday for every class just to make sure i understand things.
but still, it's just that this year i'm doing way more extra things and it seems like im always hanging out..when it's not rly hanging out, it's just kind of a work.
im involved in...
- softball team
- school jazz band
- school paper
- key club [[a community service club]]
- dance crew [[to perform for school events]]
this year, i have a really nice schedule that i fell in love with in the beginning of the year because i get out around 2 o'clock so i told myself that i'd go home and study. but instead, all i've been doing was stay at school and help my fav. teacher until about...3:30ish and get home by 4.
i know that i should be studying. especially including SATs.
but the way i look at it, there's nothing for me to study.
i dont study unless there's a test and that's how it's been for the last....5 or 6 years and it always seemed to work for me.
but now, things have changed.
i dont get why but i'm getting dangerously low grades except for my French and English class.
im worried that i'll get kicked out of my math class because my math class is a specially challenged class that i worked really hard for to get in, and it's not that i dont understand anything we do, it's just that everytime the test time comes around, i get 70s.
i have to get my grades up by January because that's one of the final grades of the year that's going to be put into my transcript.
idk what to do.
my mom's always telling me why i'm online instead of studying and that i hang out too much and i tell her to be quiet because i KNOW she's right, but, there's nothing for me to really...do. well, nothing that i would WANT to do.
so im in need of a really nice advice.
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